Dealing with you

for some reason,
ive started to get feelings for you.

i live with you,
it is so wrong.

i know it is,
but i can't help it.

at first i thought it was lonliness,
but tonight you came home upset.

she had broken your heart,
all i wanted to do was comfort you.

make you smile,
make you see she isn't the only woman you'll love.

tonight i talked about my poems,
my story.

i haven't done that for a long time,
i opened up.

i felt naked,
like i'd lost something.

i like my secret,
but thats okay.

I am glad I told you,
now you know the real me.

Maybe I subconsiously did it,
so you'd like me.

I do weird things like that.

I don't want to like you,
I live with you.

But you are so warm,
so not like any other guy i've known.

So truthful, so honest,
so absolutely beautiful.

You love music, love lyrics, love melody,
you love it for the same reason i do.

Living here is going to be good for me,
I can see it now.

I will now try to ignore the feelings,
push them away,

You would never love me,
I am nothing you'd want.

As I raise my glass,
To the future,love, life.