Two sides

I have two sides
One side that is hurt, humiliated, heartbroken
but the other is motivated
motivated to show myself
show who I am
and what I can do.
I will be successful.
I will be everything I can be,
I have potential.
The hurt will go
The humilitation will never destroy me
I've been through worse.
The difference this time?
I have the most amazing support from friends.
Hold me when I'm so upset my body is numb from pain.
Broken hearted.
but you know what?
I'm gonna be fine.
I can already feel my body healing.
and I can't help but smile.