Making alone easier

We spent an incredible amount of time together
Day in, day out.
Hardly leaving each others side.
Always in your arms,
Smiling.
I was no longer alone.
I felt like I belonged.
Like I mattered to someone.
I never thought I would feel like that,
after countless heartache.
I would wake up to your smile.
Your embrace.
I was so used to being alone.
Lonely.
Yet, sometimes I wish I had never met you,
It would make being alone so much easier right no