Greiving you

Thankyou for giving me your all
You believed in me
You said I had stars in my eyes
and I'm here to make a difference

You cannot imagine how much your words mean
How much they tug at my heart
Making me weak at the knees

You are so thoughtful
Your smile is such warmth
Your arms pull me in and you wrap them around me
I feel safe
I feel the love
I am so tired of pretending it doesn't exist
So tired of feeling negative
It takes so much energy
It consumes my all and I'm left
Limp. Lifeless. Lost.
Missing in action