Sunday, October 12, 2008

One night or forever

Does he like me?
Is it all in my head?
Is he afraid of something more?
Overthinking?

I know he was in love.
I was the rebound.
Drunken haze of sex.
Goddamnit good sex.

But what now?
Was there no feeling?
I don't believe it.
I felt more.

You even said, "You get me".
Don't you know it baby.
Now I'm scared to be me sometimes.
Yet other times I forget it happened.

I miss the days before,
when I didn't feel self conscious.
I guess in time you will succumb,
or run away.

Either way, at least the sex was fantastic,
And you are a very good friend.

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